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Fic for leiva21! (part 2)
To: leiva21, continued from part 1
Title: Forbidden kiss
Pairing/Group: Aiba Masaki/ Matsumoto Jun (main); Matsumoto Jun/ Ohno Satoshi; Matsumoto Jun/Aiba Masaki/Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Smut with a little plot ;)
Word Count: 8093
Summary: Jun hires a new host for his club. He is different from all the other hosts, because there is something special in his behaviour. Jun wants to invite him to share this special bond he has with some of his friends – he just didn’t intend to start feeling something for this host.
Notes: Dearleiva21 , I did my best writing this and I hope you’ll like it. <3 I had pretty much fun with this story, so please enjoy.
Jun was on his way home late at night. He and Nino had had a few beers too many, but it was okay. They had talked about a lot of other things after discussing Jun’s feelings. He enjoyed meeting with his friends from time to time without getting into any sexual activity afterwards or between the talks.
Jun was taking out his mobile of his pocket when he felt it vibrating. “Sho-kun?”
“Hey, Jun. I just wanted to tell you that we have the guys who troubled your club,” his lawyer told him.
Jun breathed out. That really sounded great. At least he didn’t have to think about that anymore. He could hear Sho making a pause. He knew what that meant. There was something else, something he would tell him after giving him the good news. “What else?” Jun said.
“There is one man left. We are looking for him, really, but he escaped,” Sho explained.
“But you are searching for him, right?” Jun asked.
“Sure, we hope to get him within the next week. He can’t escape, really.” Sho definitely wanted to calm him down, and maybe it worked a little bit. In the end Jun had never stopped trusting Sho, even though they weren’t together anymore.
“Then it’s okay. I just hope he doesn’t come to my club till you get him,” Jun said. He wanted to ask something else, but he didn’t know if he was allowed and if it was a good idea to ask Sho about it.
“There is something else, Jun?” Sometimes Jun hated it that the other knew him so well.
“Yes.” Jun bit his lips. He had been thinking about this question for years now, but he had never dared to ask, because he didn’t want to open up to a new love, but now? Aiba had really flashed him, and maybe now was the perfect moment to ask what was lying on his mind heavily. “Am I a good partner?”
“What?” Sho sounded astonished, and Jun could understand him, because it was definitely a strange question, but it burdened Jun. He had always had the feeling that the break-up was his fault, and he feared that he was also the reason for the other ruined relationships. Maybe he was just a bad partner? Maybe he wasn't reliable enough? Maybe he wasn’t made for being in a relationship?
“I want to know if …” Jun started again, but Sho interrupted him.
“Jun, you are a great partner. Our break-up had other reasons, you know that,” Sho said. It made Jun feel a little calmer. So maybe there was a chance that he was able to have a working relationship. “You are in love again?”
Jun felt caught, and he was glad that Sho didn’t see his face. “I don’t know him for real yet, but I already like what I know.”
To his surprise, Sho laughed. “You know, I've always known that you are the one who falls in love within seconds, and it doesn't matter if you know the person well.”
“Why do you think that?” Jun wanted to know.
“Because you are able to analyze people without knowing them. You see someone and you know if the person is good or evil, you can tell what burdens them, and that’s why I know that you decide pretty fast about your feelings,” Sho said. “All you friends, Jun-kun, you let them in your life within hours, right? You met Ohno in the street and invited him for a drink, now you are friends. You got to know Kame at a fashion event, and you invited him to your club, and now you are friends, same with Pi and the others. So I am sure about your ability to find a person you love without knowing the person.” Sho made a pause. “And don’t run away again.”
Jun rolled his eyes, and again he was glad that Sho didn’t see him right now, because he’d scold him for doing that. “Nino said the same.”
“Nino is wise, at least sometimes,” Sho laughed out.
Jun smiled. He had known about them for a long time – Sho and Nino; but they wouldn’t tell him, because they didn’t want to hurt him. In the end, however, he just wished them all the best. Was this what Sho meant with his ability to read people and their character? Maybe Sho was right and he wasn’t a bad partner? That made Jun feel better. “Thank you, Sho-kun.”
He put the mobile back into his pocket and reached the club a few minutes later. It was already 5am and there were hardly any guests around anymore. Kame stood outside next to Pi, smoking a cigarette. They were probably already done with their work for this evening. Some of the other hosts were still inside, chatting with each other. That meant that no guests were around anymore. “Hey, already done?” Jun said when he reached Kame and Pi.
Both nodded at him. “Yes, boss,” Kame said with a smile. “It was a good night. No problems around here.”
“That’s good,” Jun said. He looked at the door. “How was Aiba-san’s first night?” He didn’t want to look like he was asking questions behind Aiba’s back, but he didn’t want to ask the latter directly.
“I guess it was okay.” Pi shrugged. “He didn’t talk much. I guess he needs to warm up towards us.”
Jun nodded. “I guess he is shy.”
“But only when it’s about making friends. I heard from Ohno that he isn’t shy when it comes to sex.”
“No, he isn’t.” Jun smiled. “I invited him for tomorrow.”
“Oh that’s nice. It’s something new then,” Kame said. It was really easy to get Kame and Pi into something new, and sometimes Jun had the feeling that they were bored with their relationship. But when he saw Kame’s secret looks and Pi’s almost invisible touches every time they had the chance to exchange them, he knew that this wasn’t the reason. They just wanted some new fun here and there, and Jun somehow admired them that they had met each other. Sharing these interests was for sure a rare thing to find.
“Yeah, I agree.” Pi put the cigarette in his mouth and breathed out the white smoke. “He looks really good, so I am happy with a new member.”
Jun didn’t want to say too much, because he didn’t want everyone to know about his new-found interest. “I am looking forward to tomorrow. I need some sleep now.” Jun turned and walked into the club. He wanted to take a last look if everything was okay, and then he definitely needed some rest. It had been a long day after all.
Jun could see Ohno standing in front of one of the rooms, talking with Aiba and another guy from his staff. Jun really wanted to go to bed, but he couldn’t go when he saw Aiba. “Hey, how was your first night?” Jun stepped to them.
Aiba smiled at him, and Jun immediately felt something in him hovering up and down. “Thank you, it was a nice evening. Ohno-kun helped me with everything, and Kame and Pi introduced me to the working style here. So I think next night I am able to work all alone.”
“That’s great.” Jun smiled at him. Should he ask about their meeting on the next day again? Or should he hope that Aiba wouldn’t forget about it? “See you tomorrow.” Jun decided to not ask him directly.
“Sure, I will come to your place around five.” Aiba’s lips curled into a bigger smile, and again Jun wished he’d be allowed to kiss him.
He could see Ohno pulling one eyebrow up, but he didn’t say anything. Probably he also saw that Jun had a special interest in Aiba. Was he really that easy to read?
“Sounds good. See you then,” Jun said and turned. He didn’t want Ohno to see him blushing, but when he walked upstairs he could hear his friend behind him.
“So you invited Aiba to Kame and Pi?” Ohno said. Now he would start teasing him, Jun knew his friend so well.
“Yes, why?” He knew it was senseless to lie.
“You never invite someone to this, the two of them are the only ones you fuck, except me.” Ohno was already next to him, staring at Jun. “You only get close to people you like or you think you can start liking. So you have an eye on Aiba?”
Jun sighed. He turned to see if Aiba was anywhere around, but he was alone with Ohno. “Yes, and now don’t ask anything further, because you won’t get any answers from me.”
“I knew you like him from the very first moment I saw you looking at him.”
Jun grunted. “Maybe.” He stopped in front of his apartment door. “Don’t you think it’s strange to fall for someone you don’t know?”
"I don't know." Ohno shrugged. "I guess it's a good sign that you are interested in someone again, and I personally think that love is something that happens within seconds. At least in most cases."
"So it's not weird?" Jun asked. Damn, why was he so insecure when it came to this?
Ohno laughed. "You are weird, Jun. We all are, but it's okay. It's nothing bad, you know."
Jun blinked. He knew that they were all special, and the bond they shared was definitely unusual, but Jun had always enjoyed this kind of life. Would he stop seeing the others if he had a relationship?
"But you know," Ohno said further. "I think Aiba fits this group perfectly."
Jun smiled at his friend. "You think he would accept the way we are?"
Ohno nodded. "Otherwise he wouldn't have agreed to join you tomorrow."
Jun nodded. He hoped Ohno was right. "Good night, Satoshi." Jun bowed a bit and opened the door to his rooms.
~~~
Jun was nervous the whole day. He saw Aiba passing his office two times and couldn't hold back staring at him.
Aiba always smiled at him, when their eyes met. Aiba really had a sunny character, and again Jun wanted to know how it felt kissing him.
When it finally turned half past 4pm Jun was back in his apartment. He had never been nervous about sex and about their appointments, but today was different. He had thought about every possible combination for them tonight, till he had decided how he wanted it, and he was sure that neither Pi nor Kame would complain about it.
Jun changed into more comfortable clothes, since he wouldn't wear them too long. He prepared some water and snacks for his guests, like he always did. He knew that they'd be hungry afterwards, and he hoped that Aiba would stay too. Aiba had a room in the club, like some of the others. Pi and Kame were the only ones who lived outside the building, but not far away. They wanted to share time outside the club, which Jun could understand.
He admired them, because they had really found each other, and Jun was sure that they both loved each other, even though they shared a lot of partners, but it was something different to share feelings and some private time together. He wished he could have something similar.
Jun heard a knock on the door. It was a few minutes before 5pm. He smiled when he saw Aiba with four bento boxes. "I am sorry for being early. I brought some food. Just in case we get hungry."
Jun's heart jumped. He had hoped that Aiba would come first. He took the boxes and placed them in the fridge. "Thank you. We'll definitely be hungry."
Aiba stepped into the room. "Matsumoto-san, why did you invite me?"
Jun gulped. He felt a heat in his body coming up, but he decided to try and stay calm. "First of all." He turned to face Aiba. "I already told you to call me Jun, we are already close, I guess." He smiled when Aiba nodded at him. "And the reason I invited you?" Jun knew that he could have a special aura to others. He could pretend being a cool, macho-like player, even though he actually wasn't. He had never slept with every single person he got to know. He chose his partners well, and he just let his friends take care of him. But now he thought about a cool answer and he hoped Aiba wouldn't notice his nervousness. "I want to know how my staff works, and if I made the right decision in employing them."
Okay, that wasn't the best answer Jun could have given. Especially when he saw Aiba blinking at him. He looked hurt for a moment, before he smiled again. "That's understandable of course."
"Do you want something to drink?" Jun asked. He wanted to change the topic, because his answer had definitely been the wrong one, and he didn't want the talk with Aiba going into a worse direction.
"Water would be nice," Aiba answered.
"Sure, sit down, I'll bring you a glass." Aiba sat down. Jun watched him. Aiba didn't seem nervous after all. He could remember when he had met with Kame and Pi for the first time. Jun had never been shy when it came to sex, and he had tried a lot, but Kame and Pi had been his first threesome. He wondered if Aiba had had this experience already.
He sat next to Aiba and put the glass on the table. "Tell me something about you." Jun said. "I only know the things you wrote in your job application, but I want to get to know you better."
"What do you want to know?" Aiba asked.
"How did you get into this business? What are your hobbies?" Jun asked. And he had to hold back the question if Aiba was already taken.
"I decided to become a host when I was done with school. I soon found my preferences concerning work," Aiba chuckled and his lips turned into this wonderful smile Jun had already seen today in the corridor. "I love animals a lot," Aiba said further. "So I spend a lot of time in the zoo."
The zoo? Somehow Jun could imagine this. He didn't know Aiba well, but he looked like someone who loved animals. "Do you have a lot of friends from your former job?"
"No, just two. But we have hardly any contact. So I can't give any details about your club to someone," Aiba explained.
That wasn't what Jun wanted to know. Jun sighed. Okay, he'd ask Aiba directly. "Are you in a relationship?"
Aiba blinked. "No."
Jun felt the knot in his belly growing smaller. The more he looked at Aiba, the more he started falling for him.
"It's not that easy to find people who share my interests. And it's hard to find someone who accepts that I love my job." Aiba sipped from the water.
It had always been hard for Jun too, so he perfectly understood Aiba's feelings. (Next to the fact that Jun ran away from every possible relationship because he thought he wasn't good enough for it.)
"I envy you, Jun," Aiba suddenly said.
"Me?" Jun asked.
Aiba nodded. Now Jun was curious. Why would someone envy him? Okay, he had his own club, and he was well situated, but there was nothing else he could be envied for.
"You have your relationship, and you are still able to do what you want," Aiba said.
Relationship? Which relationship? "Me?" Jun asked. "I'm not in a relationship, Aiba-san."
The other looked at him. "Oh, I thought you and Ohno-kun..."
Jun laughed out. "No, no, he is one of my friends, and we just do it whenever we feel like it."
Aiba smiled at him. "Oh, that's also nice." Aiba's eyes were sparkling for a moment. "Oh, by the way, I am Masaki."
Jun could get lost in Aiba's light brown eyes and in his smile. "Alright, Masaki."
~~~
Kame and Pi had sat next to Aiba on the couch. Jun feared that it would get strange, but they talked about preferences in bed, about things they liked and things they didn't do quite easily.
"So you like giving head?" Kame asked.
Jun first just listened to them. He wanted to know as much as possible about Aiba without questioning him. Maybe he was already afraid that his interest in the other one could be obvious.
"Yes." Aiba smiled.
"And are there things you never do?" This time it was Pi asking.
Aiba nodded. "Except real hard kinks, I don't kiss."
"You don't kiss?" Kame sounded surprised.
"I only kiss the one I love. It's the thing I keep for my love," Aiba explained. He turned to face Jun. "So, how are we doing it?"
Jun had to smile. This whole thing sounded like they were about to play a game or go shopping together. "I have an idea, but I want to know what you want, Masaki?"
Aiba shrugged. "I am okay with everything."
Jun's heart made a jump. So he could do as he wanted. "If it's okay for you, I want to take care of you."
There was a short sparkle in Aiba's eyes before he nodded at Jun. "And Pi and Kame?"
"We'll watch you and join you at some point, if that's okay?" Kame said.
"That sounds good to me." Aiba turned to Jun. "And to you?"
Jun nodded. "Perfect." He stood up. "Let's move to a more comfortable place."
Jun loved his bedroom. He had a king-sized bed and the three windows let enough light into the room. Jun hated small, dark, dusty places and especially his bedroom needed to make him feel comfortable.
He could see Aiba looking at them curiously. He seemed insecure and shy again, maybe he was afraid of doing something wrong.
Jun took the lead and stepped to Aiba, unbuttoning his shirt. God, he so wanted to kiss him, but he knew Aiba would push him away. He leaned forward to suck on Aiba's neck to distract himself from Aiba's lips.
He could see Kame and Pi sitting at the edge of the bed, touching each other hungrily. But Jun didn't want to concentrate on them now.
He helped Aiba out of his pants and shirt and pushed him down on his bed. He sat on Aiba's lap, while he started getting rid of his shirt.
He moved on Aiba's lap, robbing back and forth, making Aiba moan. He could feel Aiba's cock hardening under his movements. Jun smiled about that. He bent down, nibbling on Aiba's neck, his hands rubbing Aiba's nipples till they got hard under his ministration.
Jun could feel Aiba's hands on his waist. Soon his hands wandered up and down Jun's back. It felt much better than Jun had thought and the feelings in him turned upside down. This small 'love at first sight crush' got deeper and deeper.
"You still have your pants on," Aiba whispered when Jun reached his hands into Aiba's boxers, stroking his dick like he had done the day before. "That's unfair."
Jun stood up and opened his zipper, pulling down his pants swiftly. On the other side he could see Kame and Pi on the bed. Kame was already on his hands and knees while Pi prepared him.
Jun robbed back onto the bed and pulled on Aiba's boxers to get him naked. He looked down at him and for a moment he just took the sight in. Jun was totally lost in Aiba's lust-filled eyes till he saw Aiba sitting up, pulling on Jun's boxers to get him equally naked. He pushed Jun down on the bed and sat between Jun's legs. He bent forward, his hand running over Jun's already hard cock. Aiba looked up at Jun with a smile before he leaned forward and let his tongue run over all the sensitive spots on Jun's cock.
Ohno was good at giving head, but this feeling was pretty much different. Jun almost wished it to never stop.
He turned to the side where Kame was on his back, and Pi pushed into him slowly. "Jun," Kame moaned. He moved a bit till Jun felt Kame's lips on his, kissing him.
Jun could suddenly understand what Aiba meant. To kiss someone was different when there were feelings included. He wouldn't complain about Kame's kiss, but he wondered if Kame kissed Pi differently.
Jun let his hand brush through Aiba's hair, guiding him up and down on his cock. When Jun dissolved from Kame's kiss he looked at Aiba, and he had the feeling to come immediately when he saw that Aiba prepared himself while he was still sucking his dick.
"Masaki," Jun said softly. He brushed Aiba's cheek and pulled him up to his face. Again he almost forgot that he wasn't allowed to kiss him. He switched places and laid Aiba on the bed.
Jun turned to get the lube and pulled some of it onto his hand. He coated his cock with the liquid and took the rest of it to see if Aiba was open for him. He let his fingers slip into Aiba’s body and he slowly started moving them in Aiba.
"Do it," Aiba breathed out.
Jun didn't need to be told twice. He leaned down and placed Aiba's legs around his waist when he pushed into his tight heat. "God, you feel good," Jun whispered into Aiba's ear.
He started moving with small little thrusts but soon he got more impatient and his hips moved faster.
"Jun," he heard Pi's voice after a few moments. He was so lost in his pleasure that he almost forgot about the other two. "Let's change place."
They had talked about that before and Jun knew what Pi wanted from him. Jun slipped out of Aiba and smiled at him. He brushed his thumb over Aiba's lips. He may not have been allowed to kiss him, but he at least wanted to touch him.
He helped Aiba up, so that he was on his knees, body upright. Kame and Pi did the same so that Kame and Aiba could touch each other. Jun got behind Aiba and took a hold of his hips, then he slowly pushed inside again. He held still till he could see Pi entering Kame and with a short nod they started moving in sync. Aiba and Kame moved back and forward with Jun and Pi's thrusts and soon their bodies touched in the middle. Aiba smiled at Kame, taking Kame’s dick together with his own and started rubbing them together. Both moaned out loud and Jun didn't need more to feel the knot in his belly exploding and he came with a loud moan, followed by Aiba shortly after him.
They moved till Pi and Kame found their release and soon they all lay on Jun's bed, panting heavily.
It took them some time before they started talking again. "That was amazing." Aiba turned to Jun, smiling at him. "I will take a shower and leave then, if that's okay?"
Jun sat up. "No." He shook his head. "I mean yes, it's okay. But you don't have to leave."
"Okay." With that Aiba got out of the bed and disappeared in Jun's bathroom.
"But we'll leave the two of you alone," Kame said with a smile. He bent forward to leave a kiss on Jun's lips.
"Go and get him."
Jun was sure that he blushed, but he knew he couldn't hide anything from his friends, so he just thanked them.
Aiba didn't need long and returned with a towel around his hips. "Oh, they left?"
Jun nodded. "Shall I go? I mean I don't need to stay here." Aiba was already taking his clothes from the floor, but Jun grasped his arm, pulling him on the bed.
"No, please stay." He waited till Aiba lay next to him and it was the first time in years Jun let himself being pulled into a warm hug. "I am sorry, Masaki."
"For what?" Aiba asked, his hand playing with Jun's hair.
"I lied." Jun started. To hell with shyness and holding back anything. He wanted this man, and he didn't want to wait telling him. "I didn't invite you to, kind of, control your work. I wanted to touch you, because... I think I like you."
Aiba's moves stopped. "You're attractive, Jun. It would be a lie telling you that I don't feel attracted, but do you really want a relationship with me?"
Jun looked up at him. "Can we try it?" He asked.
Aiba nodded slowly. "How about going out on dates?"
Jun agreed happily, but when he tried kissing Aiba, and the other refused, he got the feeling that he would never be happy again.
~~~
"Three months already and you never kissed?" Sho and Nino stared at Jun.
They sat in their favourite bar, drinking some cocktails. Jun was already far away from being annoyed. He and Aiba got along so well, they went on dates, they even held hands, they slept with each other, but Aiba didn't allow Jun to kiss him. "Nope. He says he needs time."
"What the hell??" Nino said. "Do you know why?"
Jun shook his head. He looked at Sho, who sighed. "I did some research. I found out that Aiba got raped twice in his old club. Not by strangers but his former boyfriends he believed in. He seems pretty broken."
Jun's heart almost stopped. He had guessed something like this, but he didn't believe that it was really for that reason. "But he has no problems with body contact."
"He always liked what he did, and he just swore that he won't give away the most precious thing he had that easily anymore."
"The kiss?" Jun asked, earning a nod from Sho.
"You are a good man, Jun. Just give him some more time." Nino patted Jun's hand. Of course he would, but a slight feeling that he was maybe a bad boyfriend came up in him.
Jun's mobile started ringing. He put it on silent and looked at his friends. "Don't you want to pick up?" Nino asked.
"It's just Ohno. He has the lead tonight in the club. I told him I'll be out. Maybe he wants to know where the toilet paper is." Jun had taken this night off to relax. He knew Aiba worked till morning and he didn't want to sit in the club, waiting for him to return.
"He's calling me." Sho showed Jun the phone. That was not good. Jun felt nervous - what if something happened?
He took Sho's phone and answered the call. "Dare you if it's not important!" Jun grumbled.
Ohno's voice was fast, and Jun had never heard his friend that afraid on the phone. When he hung up, Jun took everything from his seat. "I need to get back to the club. It's about Aiba."
The others looked at him. "I'll drive." Sho took the keys. That's why Jun loved his friends. They didn't ask anything unnecessary.
Soon they sat in the car on their way to the club.
~~~
Jun jumped out of the car when it was still moving. He could see the police and two young men dragging a dark clothed man out of the club to the police car.
"I'll talk with them, go look after Aiba," Sho said.
Jun could hear Sho talking with the police about the last man, who had been still missing but now had been caught. He had attacked some of his hosts and he had also attacked Aiba, who was meant to serve him. Jun ran into his club, where he met Ohno.
Jun nodded at Ohno who just pointed at a room. "He doesn't want to talk with anyone." Ohno didn't say more, because he probably knew that Jun wouldn't listen to him now.
He opened the door to the small room and slipped into it. The light was on, and Aiba sat on the ground in front of the bed. He stared at the wall, not moving at all. He had a small cut on the forehead and his hand was bandaged. Jun's heart clenched.
He knelt in front of Aiba. "Ma-chan?" He brushed a strand of hair out of Aiba's face. Aiba looked at him, his eyes teary. "Are you okay?"
Aiba slowly nodded, but he didn't say anything. Jun leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Aiba. He could feel Aiba's tension fading a bit, and when he started stroking Aiba's back, he could feel Aiba leaning completely into his touch.
Jun brushed his fingers over Aiba's cheeks and smiled at him. "Everything's okay."
"I hit him." Aiba finally said. "I hope I didn't kill him."
"What?" Jun asked.
"He attacked me, but I learned how to defend myself after I got.... hurt."
Jun knew what Aiba wanted to say, but he didn't want to tell him that he already knew it. "And if he isn't dead and not in jail but outside there, I am going to kill him, because nobody touches my boyfriend if I don't allow it." Jun's voice was dark and full of hate, and he knew it were his deepest feelings coming out.
Jun felt Aiba's hand on his and suddenly Aiba bent up and pulled Jun by his neck till their lips touched. Jun was so surprised that he drew back for a moment, but when he saw Aiba's smile, his feelings started an upside down ride like on a rollercoaster.
He leaned forward and kissed Aiba, trying to feel every inch of Aiba's lips on his. He felt Aiba's tongue brushing his lips, asking for permission to enter. Jun opened his lips, his tongue touching Aiba's and soon their tongues danced around each other. For Jun it felt like his first kiss ever, and now he knew what Aiba meant. A kiss from someone you love is worth more than sex. At least it was for them.
leiva21, continued from part 1Title: Forbidden kiss
Pairing/Group: Aiba Masaki/ Matsumoto Jun (main); Matsumoto Jun/ Ohno Satoshi; Matsumoto Jun/Aiba Masaki/Kamenashi Kazuya/ Yamashita Tomohisa
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Smut with a little plot ;)
Word Count: 8093
Summary: Jun hires a new host for his club. He is different from all the other hosts, because there is something special in his behaviour. Jun wants to invite him to share this special bond he has with some of his friends – he just didn’t intend to start feeling something for this host.
Notes: Dear
leiva21 , I did my best writing this and I hope you’ll like it. <3 I had pretty much fun with this story, so please enjoy. Jun was on his way home late at night. He and Nino had had a few beers too many, but it was okay. They had talked about a lot of other things after discussing Jun’s feelings. He enjoyed meeting with his friends from time to time without getting into any sexual activity afterwards or between the talks.
Jun was taking out his mobile of his pocket when he felt it vibrating. “Sho-kun?”
“Hey, Jun. I just wanted to tell you that we have the guys who troubled your club,” his lawyer told him.
Jun breathed out. That really sounded great. At least he didn’t have to think about that anymore. He could hear Sho making a pause. He knew what that meant. There was something else, something he would tell him after giving him the good news. “What else?” Jun said.
“There is one man left. We are looking for him, really, but he escaped,” Sho explained.
“But you are searching for him, right?” Jun asked.
“Sure, we hope to get him within the next week. He can’t escape, really.” Sho definitely wanted to calm him down, and maybe it worked a little bit. In the end Jun had never stopped trusting Sho, even though they weren’t together anymore.
“Then it’s okay. I just hope he doesn’t come to my club till you get him,” Jun said. He wanted to ask something else, but he didn’t know if he was allowed and if it was a good idea to ask Sho about it.
“There is something else, Jun?” Sometimes Jun hated it that the other knew him so well.
“Yes.” Jun bit his lips. He had been thinking about this question for years now, but he had never dared to ask, because he didn’t want to open up to a new love, but now? Aiba had really flashed him, and maybe now was the perfect moment to ask what was lying on his mind heavily. “Am I a good partner?”
“What?” Sho sounded astonished, and Jun could understand him, because it was definitely a strange question, but it burdened Jun. He had always had the feeling that the break-up was his fault, and he feared that he was also the reason for the other ruined relationships. Maybe he was just a bad partner? Maybe he wasn't reliable enough? Maybe he wasn’t made for being in a relationship?
“I want to know if …” Jun started again, but Sho interrupted him.
“Jun, you are a great partner. Our break-up had other reasons, you know that,” Sho said. It made Jun feel a little calmer. So maybe there was a chance that he was able to have a working relationship. “You are in love again?”
Jun felt caught, and he was glad that Sho didn’t see his face. “I don’t know him for real yet, but I already like what I know.”
To his surprise, Sho laughed. “You know, I've always known that you are the one who falls in love within seconds, and it doesn't matter if you know the person well.”
“Why do you think that?” Jun wanted to know.
“Because you are able to analyze people without knowing them. You see someone and you know if the person is good or evil, you can tell what burdens them, and that’s why I know that you decide pretty fast about your feelings,” Sho said. “All you friends, Jun-kun, you let them in your life within hours, right? You met Ohno in the street and invited him for a drink, now you are friends. You got to know Kame at a fashion event, and you invited him to your club, and now you are friends, same with Pi and the others. So I am sure about your ability to find a person you love without knowing the person.” Sho made a pause. “And don’t run away again.”
Jun rolled his eyes, and again he was glad that Sho didn’t see him right now, because he’d scold him for doing that. “Nino said the same.”
“Nino is wise, at least sometimes,” Sho laughed out.
Jun smiled. He had known about them for a long time – Sho and Nino; but they wouldn’t tell him, because they didn’t want to hurt him. In the end, however, he just wished them all the best. Was this what Sho meant with his ability to read people and their character? Maybe Sho was right and he wasn’t a bad partner? That made Jun feel better. “Thank you, Sho-kun.”
He put the mobile back into his pocket and reached the club a few minutes later. It was already 5am and there were hardly any guests around anymore. Kame stood outside next to Pi, smoking a cigarette. They were probably already done with their work for this evening. Some of the other hosts were still inside, chatting with each other. That meant that no guests were around anymore. “Hey, already done?” Jun said when he reached Kame and Pi.
Both nodded at him. “Yes, boss,” Kame said with a smile. “It was a good night. No problems around here.”
“That’s good,” Jun said. He looked at the door. “How was Aiba-san’s first night?” He didn’t want to look like he was asking questions behind Aiba’s back, but he didn’t want to ask the latter directly.
“I guess it was okay.” Pi shrugged. “He didn’t talk much. I guess he needs to warm up towards us.”
Jun nodded. “I guess he is shy.”
“But only when it’s about making friends. I heard from Ohno that he isn’t shy when it comes to sex.”
“No, he isn’t.” Jun smiled. “I invited him for tomorrow.”
“Oh that’s nice. It’s something new then,” Kame said. It was really easy to get Kame and Pi into something new, and sometimes Jun had the feeling that they were bored with their relationship. But when he saw Kame’s secret looks and Pi’s almost invisible touches every time they had the chance to exchange them, he knew that this wasn’t the reason. They just wanted some new fun here and there, and Jun somehow admired them that they had met each other. Sharing these interests was for sure a rare thing to find.
“Yeah, I agree.” Pi put the cigarette in his mouth and breathed out the white smoke. “He looks really good, so I am happy with a new member.”
Jun didn’t want to say too much, because he didn’t want everyone to know about his new-found interest. “I am looking forward to tomorrow. I need some sleep now.” Jun turned and walked into the club. He wanted to take a last look if everything was okay, and then he definitely needed some rest. It had been a long day after all.
Jun could see Ohno standing in front of one of the rooms, talking with Aiba and another guy from his staff. Jun really wanted to go to bed, but he couldn’t go when he saw Aiba. “Hey, how was your first night?” Jun stepped to them.
Aiba smiled at him, and Jun immediately felt something in him hovering up and down. “Thank you, it was a nice evening. Ohno-kun helped me with everything, and Kame and Pi introduced me to the working style here. So I think next night I am able to work all alone.”
“That’s great.” Jun smiled at him. Should he ask about their meeting on the next day again? Or should he hope that Aiba wouldn’t forget about it? “See you tomorrow.” Jun decided to not ask him directly.
“Sure, I will come to your place around five.” Aiba’s lips curled into a bigger smile, and again Jun wished he’d be allowed to kiss him.
He could see Ohno pulling one eyebrow up, but he didn’t say anything. Probably he also saw that Jun had a special interest in Aiba. Was he really that easy to read?
“Sounds good. See you then,” Jun said and turned. He didn’t want Ohno to see him blushing, but when he walked upstairs he could hear his friend behind him.
“So you invited Aiba to Kame and Pi?” Ohno said. Now he would start teasing him, Jun knew his friend so well.
“Yes, why?” He knew it was senseless to lie.
“You never invite someone to this, the two of them are the only ones you fuck, except me.” Ohno was already next to him, staring at Jun. “You only get close to people you like or you think you can start liking. So you have an eye on Aiba?”
Jun sighed. He turned to see if Aiba was anywhere around, but he was alone with Ohno. “Yes, and now don’t ask anything further, because you won’t get any answers from me.”
“I knew you like him from the very first moment I saw you looking at him.”
Jun grunted. “Maybe.” He stopped in front of his apartment door. “Don’t you think it’s strange to fall for someone you don’t know?”
"I don't know." Ohno shrugged. "I guess it's a good sign that you are interested in someone again, and I personally think that love is something that happens within seconds. At least in most cases."
"So it's not weird?" Jun asked. Damn, why was he so insecure when it came to this?
Ohno laughed. "You are weird, Jun. We all are, but it's okay. It's nothing bad, you know."
Jun blinked. He knew that they were all special, and the bond they shared was definitely unusual, but Jun had always enjoyed this kind of life. Would he stop seeing the others if he had a relationship?
"But you know," Ohno said further. "I think Aiba fits this group perfectly."
Jun smiled at his friend. "You think he would accept the way we are?"
Ohno nodded. "Otherwise he wouldn't have agreed to join you tomorrow."
Jun nodded. He hoped Ohno was right. "Good night, Satoshi." Jun bowed a bit and opened the door to his rooms.
~~~
Jun was nervous the whole day. He saw Aiba passing his office two times and couldn't hold back staring at him.
Aiba always smiled at him, when their eyes met. Aiba really had a sunny character, and again Jun wanted to know how it felt kissing him.
When it finally turned half past 4pm Jun was back in his apartment. He had never been nervous about sex and about their appointments, but today was different. He had thought about every possible combination for them tonight, till he had decided how he wanted it, and he was sure that neither Pi nor Kame would complain about it.
Jun changed into more comfortable clothes, since he wouldn't wear them too long. He prepared some water and snacks for his guests, like he always did. He knew that they'd be hungry afterwards, and he hoped that Aiba would stay too. Aiba had a room in the club, like some of the others. Pi and Kame were the only ones who lived outside the building, but not far away. They wanted to share time outside the club, which Jun could understand.
He admired them, because they had really found each other, and Jun was sure that they both loved each other, even though they shared a lot of partners, but it was something different to share feelings and some private time together. He wished he could have something similar.
Jun heard a knock on the door. It was a few minutes before 5pm. He smiled when he saw Aiba with four bento boxes. "I am sorry for being early. I brought some food. Just in case we get hungry."
Jun's heart jumped. He had hoped that Aiba would come first. He took the boxes and placed them in the fridge. "Thank you. We'll definitely be hungry."
Aiba stepped into the room. "Matsumoto-san, why did you invite me?"
Jun gulped. He felt a heat in his body coming up, but he decided to try and stay calm. "First of all." He turned to face Aiba. "I already told you to call me Jun, we are already close, I guess." He smiled when Aiba nodded at him. "And the reason I invited you?" Jun knew that he could have a special aura to others. He could pretend being a cool, macho-like player, even though he actually wasn't. He had never slept with every single person he got to know. He chose his partners well, and he just let his friends take care of him. But now he thought about a cool answer and he hoped Aiba wouldn't notice his nervousness. "I want to know how my staff works, and if I made the right decision in employing them."
Okay, that wasn't the best answer Jun could have given. Especially when he saw Aiba blinking at him. He looked hurt for a moment, before he smiled again. "That's understandable of course."
"Do you want something to drink?" Jun asked. He wanted to change the topic, because his answer had definitely been the wrong one, and he didn't want the talk with Aiba going into a worse direction.
"Water would be nice," Aiba answered.
"Sure, sit down, I'll bring you a glass." Aiba sat down. Jun watched him. Aiba didn't seem nervous after all. He could remember when he had met with Kame and Pi for the first time. Jun had never been shy when it came to sex, and he had tried a lot, but Kame and Pi had been his first threesome. He wondered if Aiba had had this experience already.
He sat next to Aiba and put the glass on the table. "Tell me something about you." Jun said. "I only know the things you wrote in your job application, but I want to get to know you better."
"What do you want to know?" Aiba asked.
"How did you get into this business? What are your hobbies?" Jun asked. And he had to hold back the question if Aiba was already taken.
"I decided to become a host when I was done with school. I soon found my preferences concerning work," Aiba chuckled and his lips turned into this wonderful smile Jun had already seen today in the corridor. "I love animals a lot," Aiba said further. "So I spend a lot of time in the zoo."
The zoo? Somehow Jun could imagine this. He didn't know Aiba well, but he looked like someone who loved animals. "Do you have a lot of friends from your former job?"
"No, just two. But we have hardly any contact. So I can't give any details about your club to someone," Aiba explained.
That wasn't what Jun wanted to know. Jun sighed. Okay, he'd ask Aiba directly. "Are you in a relationship?"
Aiba blinked. "No."
Jun felt the knot in his belly growing smaller. The more he looked at Aiba, the more he started falling for him.
"It's not that easy to find people who share my interests. And it's hard to find someone who accepts that I love my job." Aiba sipped from the water.
It had always been hard for Jun too, so he perfectly understood Aiba's feelings. (Next to the fact that Jun ran away from every possible relationship because he thought he wasn't good enough for it.)
"I envy you, Jun," Aiba suddenly said.
"Me?" Jun asked.
Aiba nodded. Now Jun was curious. Why would someone envy him? Okay, he had his own club, and he was well situated, but there was nothing else he could be envied for.
"You have your relationship, and you are still able to do what you want," Aiba said.
Relationship? Which relationship? "Me?" Jun asked. "I'm not in a relationship, Aiba-san."
The other looked at him. "Oh, I thought you and Ohno-kun..."
Jun laughed out. "No, no, he is one of my friends, and we just do it whenever we feel like it."
Aiba smiled at him. "Oh, that's also nice." Aiba's eyes were sparkling for a moment. "Oh, by the way, I am Masaki."
Jun could get lost in Aiba's light brown eyes and in his smile. "Alright, Masaki."
~~~
Kame and Pi had sat next to Aiba on the couch. Jun feared that it would get strange, but they talked about preferences in bed, about things they liked and things they didn't do quite easily.
"So you like giving head?" Kame asked.
Jun first just listened to them. He wanted to know as much as possible about Aiba without questioning him. Maybe he was already afraid that his interest in the other one could be obvious.
"Yes." Aiba smiled.
"And are there things you never do?" This time it was Pi asking.
Aiba nodded. "Except real hard kinks, I don't kiss."
"You don't kiss?" Kame sounded surprised.
"I only kiss the one I love. It's the thing I keep for my love," Aiba explained. He turned to face Jun. "So, how are we doing it?"
Jun had to smile. This whole thing sounded like they were about to play a game or go shopping together. "I have an idea, but I want to know what you want, Masaki?"
Aiba shrugged. "I am okay with everything."
Jun's heart made a jump. So he could do as he wanted. "If it's okay for you, I want to take care of you."
There was a short sparkle in Aiba's eyes before he nodded at Jun. "And Pi and Kame?"
"We'll watch you and join you at some point, if that's okay?" Kame said.
"That sounds good to me." Aiba turned to Jun. "And to you?"
Jun nodded. "Perfect." He stood up. "Let's move to a more comfortable place."
Jun loved his bedroom. He had a king-sized bed and the three windows let enough light into the room. Jun hated small, dark, dusty places and especially his bedroom needed to make him feel comfortable.
He could see Aiba looking at them curiously. He seemed insecure and shy again, maybe he was afraid of doing something wrong.
Jun took the lead and stepped to Aiba, unbuttoning his shirt. God, he so wanted to kiss him, but he knew Aiba would push him away. He leaned forward to suck on Aiba's neck to distract himself from Aiba's lips.
He could see Kame and Pi sitting at the edge of the bed, touching each other hungrily. But Jun didn't want to concentrate on them now.
He helped Aiba out of his pants and shirt and pushed him down on his bed. He sat on Aiba's lap, while he started getting rid of his shirt.
He moved on Aiba's lap, robbing back and forth, making Aiba moan. He could feel Aiba's cock hardening under his movements. Jun smiled about that. He bent down, nibbling on Aiba's neck, his hands rubbing Aiba's nipples till they got hard under his ministration.
Jun could feel Aiba's hands on his waist. Soon his hands wandered up and down Jun's back. It felt much better than Jun had thought and the feelings in him turned upside down. This small 'love at first sight crush' got deeper and deeper.
"You still have your pants on," Aiba whispered when Jun reached his hands into Aiba's boxers, stroking his dick like he had done the day before. "That's unfair."
Jun stood up and opened his zipper, pulling down his pants swiftly. On the other side he could see Kame and Pi on the bed. Kame was already on his hands and knees while Pi prepared him.
Jun robbed back onto the bed and pulled on Aiba's boxers to get him naked. He looked down at him and for a moment he just took the sight in. Jun was totally lost in Aiba's lust-filled eyes till he saw Aiba sitting up, pulling on Jun's boxers to get him equally naked. He pushed Jun down on the bed and sat between Jun's legs. He bent forward, his hand running over Jun's already hard cock. Aiba looked up at Jun with a smile before he leaned forward and let his tongue run over all the sensitive spots on Jun's cock.
Ohno was good at giving head, but this feeling was pretty much different. Jun almost wished it to never stop.
He turned to the side where Kame was on his back, and Pi pushed into him slowly. "Jun," Kame moaned. He moved a bit till Jun felt Kame's lips on his, kissing him.
Jun could suddenly understand what Aiba meant. To kiss someone was different when there were feelings included. He wouldn't complain about Kame's kiss, but he wondered if Kame kissed Pi differently.
Jun let his hand brush through Aiba's hair, guiding him up and down on his cock. When Jun dissolved from Kame's kiss he looked at Aiba, and he had the feeling to come immediately when he saw that Aiba prepared himself while he was still sucking his dick.
"Masaki," Jun said softly. He brushed Aiba's cheek and pulled him up to his face. Again he almost forgot that he wasn't allowed to kiss him. He switched places and laid Aiba on the bed.
Jun turned to get the lube and pulled some of it onto his hand. He coated his cock with the liquid and took the rest of it to see if Aiba was open for him. He let his fingers slip into Aiba’s body and he slowly started moving them in Aiba.
"Do it," Aiba breathed out.
Jun didn't need to be told twice. He leaned down and placed Aiba's legs around his waist when he pushed into his tight heat. "God, you feel good," Jun whispered into Aiba's ear.
He started moving with small little thrusts but soon he got more impatient and his hips moved faster.
"Jun," he heard Pi's voice after a few moments. He was so lost in his pleasure that he almost forgot about the other two. "Let's change place."
They had talked about that before and Jun knew what Pi wanted from him. Jun slipped out of Aiba and smiled at him. He brushed his thumb over Aiba's lips. He may not have been allowed to kiss him, but he at least wanted to touch him.
He helped Aiba up, so that he was on his knees, body upright. Kame and Pi did the same so that Kame and Aiba could touch each other. Jun got behind Aiba and took a hold of his hips, then he slowly pushed inside again. He held still till he could see Pi entering Kame and with a short nod they started moving in sync. Aiba and Kame moved back and forward with Jun and Pi's thrusts and soon their bodies touched in the middle. Aiba smiled at Kame, taking Kame’s dick together with his own and started rubbing them together. Both moaned out loud and Jun didn't need more to feel the knot in his belly exploding and he came with a loud moan, followed by Aiba shortly after him.
They moved till Pi and Kame found their release and soon they all lay on Jun's bed, panting heavily.
It took them some time before they started talking again. "That was amazing." Aiba turned to Jun, smiling at him. "I will take a shower and leave then, if that's okay?"
Jun sat up. "No." He shook his head. "I mean yes, it's okay. But you don't have to leave."
"Okay." With that Aiba got out of the bed and disappeared in Jun's bathroom.
"But we'll leave the two of you alone," Kame said with a smile. He bent forward to leave a kiss on Jun's lips.
"Go and get him."
Jun was sure that he blushed, but he knew he couldn't hide anything from his friends, so he just thanked them.
Aiba didn't need long and returned with a towel around his hips. "Oh, they left?"
Jun nodded. "Shall I go? I mean I don't need to stay here." Aiba was already taking his clothes from the floor, but Jun grasped his arm, pulling him on the bed.
"No, please stay." He waited till Aiba lay next to him and it was the first time in years Jun let himself being pulled into a warm hug. "I am sorry, Masaki."
"For what?" Aiba asked, his hand playing with Jun's hair.
"I lied." Jun started. To hell with shyness and holding back anything. He wanted this man, and he didn't want to wait telling him. "I didn't invite you to, kind of, control your work. I wanted to touch you, because... I think I like you."
Aiba's moves stopped. "You're attractive, Jun. It would be a lie telling you that I don't feel attracted, but do you really want a relationship with me?"
Jun looked up at him. "Can we try it?" He asked.
Aiba nodded slowly. "How about going out on dates?"
Jun agreed happily, but when he tried kissing Aiba, and the other refused, he got the feeling that he would never be happy again.
~~~
"Three months already and you never kissed?" Sho and Nino stared at Jun.
They sat in their favourite bar, drinking some cocktails. Jun was already far away from being annoyed. He and Aiba got along so well, they went on dates, they even held hands, they slept with each other, but Aiba didn't allow Jun to kiss him. "Nope. He says he needs time."
"What the hell??" Nino said. "Do you know why?"
Jun shook his head. He looked at Sho, who sighed. "I did some research. I found out that Aiba got raped twice in his old club. Not by strangers but his former boyfriends he believed in. He seems pretty broken."
Jun's heart almost stopped. He had guessed something like this, but he didn't believe that it was really for that reason. "But he has no problems with body contact."
"He always liked what he did, and he just swore that he won't give away the most precious thing he had that easily anymore."
"The kiss?" Jun asked, earning a nod from Sho.
"You are a good man, Jun. Just give him some more time." Nino patted Jun's hand. Of course he would, but a slight feeling that he was maybe a bad boyfriend came up in him.
Jun's mobile started ringing. He put it on silent and looked at his friends. "Don't you want to pick up?" Nino asked.
"It's just Ohno. He has the lead tonight in the club. I told him I'll be out. Maybe he wants to know where the toilet paper is." Jun had taken this night off to relax. He knew Aiba worked till morning and he didn't want to sit in the club, waiting for him to return.
"He's calling me." Sho showed Jun the phone. That was not good. Jun felt nervous - what if something happened?
He took Sho's phone and answered the call. "Dare you if it's not important!" Jun grumbled.
Ohno's voice was fast, and Jun had never heard his friend that afraid on the phone. When he hung up, Jun took everything from his seat. "I need to get back to the club. It's about Aiba."
The others looked at him. "I'll drive." Sho took the keys. That's why Jun loved his friends. They didn't ask anything unnecessary.
Soon they sat in the car on their way to the club.
~~~
Jun jumped out of the car when it was still moving. He could see the police and two young men dragging a dark clothed man out of the club to the police car.
"I'll talk with them, go look after Aiba," Sho said.
Jun could hear Sho talking with the police about the last man, who had been still missing but now had been caught. He had attacked some of his hosts and he had also attacked Aiba, who was meant to serve him. Jun ran into his club, where he met Ohno.
Jun nodded at Ohno who just pointed at a room. "He doesn't want to talk with anyone." Ohno didn't say more, because he probably knew that Jun wouldn't listen to him now.
He opened the door to the small room and slipped into it. The light was on, and Aiba sat on the ground in front of the bed. He stared at the wall, not moving at all. He had a small cut on the forehead and his hand was bandaged. Jun's heart clenched.
He knelt in front of Aiba. "Ma-chan?" He brushed a strand of hair out of Aiba's face. Aiba looked at him, his eyes teary. "Are you okay?"
Aiba slowly nodded, but he didn't say anything. Jun leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Aiba. He could feel Aiba's tension fading a bit, and when he started stroking Aiba's back, he could feel Aiba leaning completely into his touch.
Jun brushed his fingers over Aiba's cheeks and smiled at him. "Everything's okay."
"I hit him." Aiba finally said. "I hope I didn't kill him."
"What?" Jun asked.
"He attacked me, but I learned how to defend myself after I got.... hurt."
Jun knew what Aiba wanted to say, but he didn't want to tell him that he already knew it. "And if he isn't dead and not in jail but outside there, I am going to kill him, because nobody touches my boyfriend if I don't allow it." Jun's voice was dark and full of hate, and he knew it were his deepest feelings coming out.
Jun felt Aiba's hand on his and suddenly Aiba bent up and pulled Jun by his neck till their lips touched. Jun was so surprised that he drew back for a moment, but when he saw Aiba's smile, his feelings started an upside down ride like on a rollercoaster.
He leaned forward and kissed Aiba, trying to feel every inch of Aiba's lips on his. He felt Aiba's tongue brushing his lips, asking for permission to enter. Jun opened his lips, his tongue touching Aiba's and soon their tongues danced around each other. For Jun it felt like his first kiss ever, and now he knew what Aiba meant. A kiss from someone you love is worth more than sex. At least it was for them.
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I'll get back later after reading this properly (^-^)
Okay I'm back!
I'm happy with the happy end for Junba <3 The love at first sight for them XD Love how you include Ohno, Nino and Sho. They're all involve with Jun one way or another. It's interesting how Nino and Sho still stick around after the breakup with Jun. I guess their friendships are strong.
Aiba's past is really sad to know. So that's why he wants to protect the kiss. I guess the wait for the kiss was really worth it for Jun since he got it in the end ^^
And also the addition of Kame and Yamapi in the story is really nice to read. They're like a unrelated twins that can't be separated and their involvement in the foursome was really a great addition XD.
I wonder if Jun is still sleeping with Ohno/Kame and Yamapi after he got together with Aiba? I'm okay if Aiba is open enough to let Jun have his way with the people close to him, I mean sharing is caring right? well at least in this story XD. I'm sure the orgy can be pretty hot, if there is one XD
I was a bit scared when Aiba is attacked by that evil person. I knew something wrong is going to happen when Sho mentioned that they cannot catch a person previously. Thankfully Aiba is alright and they caught the person in the end.
Thank you for writing this story for me! It's a great read <3